My life,My Journey: Time

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Time

I am praying that God will help my heart as well as the rest of the Reed family tomorrow. I cant believe how fast time goes by. Tomorrow is 6 years that Mama Reed passed away... She was a wonderful woman, she treated me as i was one of her own children and when I needed someone to talk to she was there. Her and I have wonderful memories that NO ONE can take away.. I am SO thankful that I has time with just to build memories and laugh till we cried.... She is missed each and everyday.

Tomorrow also brings up other emotions of my mothers passing, its funny how one persons death can make you have to deal with the emotions of another person. I cant believe that this year will be 5 years that my Mom has been gone. I know that in NO way does it feel like 5 years. I miss her beyond belief but i am happy and at peace with the fact that she is no longer in pain.however i am not at peace with not having my mom here beside me when i travel down the road of my life.

I love you both!!!

1 comment:

Crystal said...: I know you could care less about what I have to say - but I am curious as to why you seem worried that someone is going to take your memories away?
I am glad that you guys seem to be finding friends that you can relate with and your new home has become home.
Sorry we seem to have such a hard time with understanding each other but I do care about Gretchen and you guys. Hope time can make this better.

Happy Valentines
Crystal; February 14, 2011 at 7:34 PM

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So i have realized that i have hardly any pictures of me... I guess cause i am always takin them.... Anyway I would say I am pretty down to earth, easy to get along with .. I am learning about life everyday. I have bad days and good ones. I have found out that there are few people in the world you can truly count on and i thank god everyday for the ones i have in my life. I love to hunt and fish but HATE to get ate up with bugs.I HATE with a passion to clean, Love to cook but dont cause i hate to clean sooo much.. I wish i could be a modern day June Cleaver hoping that will happen one day... I have 3 kids one born march of 2004 and one born july 2009 and one to be born 2011..I complain about my husband but it comes more clear to me everyday that we were made for each other. We have a unique relationship that I love!!

My husband is a unique person, he is what makes our relationship unique. He has a very hard and rough exterior and if he lets you in he has a wonderful heart. He loves to fish and love weapons of any kind. He has tattoos and very offensive tattoos but we have the same thoughts.If someone is so closed minded as to see whats on the body and judge before you get to know that person then its their loss. He isnt going to lose any sleep over it.He is the one that completes me even when I am mad at him!!

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