CLEAR.....

WARNING::: VERY LONG POST!!!!!


Why clear well cause i wanted to clear something up if you read my public blog then you might have read my flashback friday and which if you did you read this sentence...So My cousin and her then husband (perry),(so glad they got divorced,he now wife is soooo much better for him and wait i better not write that i dont know who reads this blog...hahahaha...)" i wanted to be clear cause i know who reads this blog and what i wanted to say is that i like his new wife a lot more then my cousin!!!! She is just a better person in my opinion!!! Ok now on to some other stuff

So i have pictures of the tree and they will be here soon but i am in the middle of making a new family tradition (due to not being able to find one) I have decided that every year we will make our tree topper!! I went to so many stores this weekend to find one and no one had one i couldnt find one that i liked. So after feeling very defeted and david says we will just make one and he tells me his idea and cause i am nice i didnt want to say that sounds dumb i just said yea that sounds fine so after i thought about it i have come up with some cute ideas and thought it would be cool for gretchen to be able to make the tree topper when she gets older and hopefully next year macy can make one for our tree.. So because neither one of them can make it this year i am going to make it (picures to come)..So my traditions i am hopping to cont.... is the tree topper, the ornament... I am thinking for gretchens and macys birthday i will start a other tradtion and will be giving them a precious moments figurine...

I was in a very humbug mood today, My dad started off kinda bad david and i decided to get Nikkis boys something for christmas so we ordered it on friday night and today when we woke up we had a email saying the order had been CANCELED!!!! WHAT THE HELL.. no one had canceled so we tried to call no answer (at least they didnt take the money) have to deal with it in the morning..Then david had to go over to a co workers place and pick up something for work... On our way over there we were going to stop in at walmart and then get something to eat so we pull into walmart and i said NO way it was packed they were parking at the back of the parking lot (irratied)and no way i was going to fight that crowd to find the above mentioned tree topper... So david said we will just go to del taco.. ok right on i am always up for a bite to eat, So i pulled in the drive thru and wait forever cause the people in front of me were buying the store!! ( i dont get mad at these people cause i have been there many times) So we get to the speakers and i order davids and i order mine they tell us the total meanwhile davids co worker calls and david is jabbering while i am trying to hear the person on the speaker (irriated) pull to the drive window pay for the food they ask hot mild medium i say medium they had me my change they aske me the same question agian... They had me the bag and thats it  i sit there and ask david is everything there he is looking the woman behind the window looks at me and i ask is that everything oh yeah it is, is her response so i drive away get to the end of the drive thru and david says only yours in here (irration) so i was going to go in and david says dont worry about it they didnt charge us... (how you can recite a order back to someone and ask what kind of soda they want and then not ring it up is beyond me, but they did seem very worried about getting off early... so that might explian it) So we pull into a space and tell david just go ahead and eat half of mine and then i will eat the other half he has a werid thing about eatting after people so i let him eat 1st meanwhile i am sitting looking around and see a hallmark!!! WOOHOO treetopper here i come... so i walk in find a really cute ornament for gretchens 1st christmas and then ask do you have any toppers oh they are all gone they say!!! (irriated) Did have a bright spot in this irration on my way into halmark there was a man in the parking lot playing the saxaphone!! I love to listen to somone play a saxs... So i get back to the car and go to open the door and david thought it would be funny to lock the door ( i didnt think it was) So he unlocks the door and i get in I look over at him to see that he ate almost ALL of my food!!! (irratied)but glad he ate soooo... not so bad.. Then we are driving his co worker calls and it just irraties me how he talks sometimes so we go over and chit chate for just a min... and then we drive back across town and while i am driving david is telling me how to drive ( i wanted to say then you flipping drive) but i just sat there and then all the hoodlums that are walking around up to no good irratied me we got home and i was still in the a bad mood when i am in a bad mood david gets in a bad mood so it was not a nice day in the house for while then gretchen took a nap and i got in a 30 min nap and it seem to help me out a little... I am feeling better now... I think i may be feeling a little humbug cause i am kinda depressed that we will be spending a another chirstmas with just us!!! I keep telling myself almost time to move it will go by very very fast just hang in there...