My life,My Journey: January 11th 2009

Thursday, February 5, 2009

January 11th 2009

Well,
Got back from San deigo yesterday, they had my grandmas services there, She was buried next to grandpa. I wrote her a letter to tell her how i feel about her and the realtionship we didnt have, It wasnt the nicest letter,but i needed to write it to get out the feelings of anger with her.. I burned it after the services... It felt good to let it all go...I seemed to hold it together pretty good till the guy was talking and mentioned my mom, then i kinda lost it....The services where nice and it was nice to see the family agian...

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So i have realized that i have hardly any pictures of me... I guess cause i am always takin them.... Anyway I would say I am pretty down to earth, easy to get along with .. I am learning about life everyday. I have bad days and good ones. I have found out that there are few people in the world you can truly count on and i thank god everyday for the ones i have in my life. I love to hunt and fish but HATE to get ate up with bugs.I HATE with a passion to clean, Love to cook but dont cause i hate to clean sooo much.. I wish i could be a modern day June Cleaver hoping that will happen one day... I have 3 kids one born march of 2004 and one born july 2009 and one to be born 2011..I complain about my husband but it comes more clear to me everyday that we were made for each other. We have a unique relationship that I love!!

My husband is a unique person, he is what makes our relationship unique. He has a very hard and rough exterior and if he lets you in he has a wonderful heart. He loves to fish and love weapons of any kind. He has tattoos and very offensive tattoos but we have the same thoughts.If someone is so closed minded as to see whats on the body and judge before you get to know that person then its their loss. He isnt going to lose any sleep over it.He is the one that completes me even when I am mad at him!!

Bentley was born march of 2004 he was our 1st baby and still is a baby. He is a little dog with a HUGE personality and thinks he is a big dog. He plays better with big dogs then with little ones. He thinks he is human and doesnt understand why he cant go everywhere with us. He loves milk will eat just about anything and LOVES to fish.. He makes a noise that is something awful when we are fishing its funny for the 1st 10 mins and then i am ready for him to be at home. He and gretchen are becomming better friends everyday!!! We love him just as we do Gretchen, he isnt too scared of anything and loves to camp... He will always be treated as a baby!!

Gretchen Mae was born July of 2009, She is your normal smart beautiful girl. She loves to be the center of attention but also can play by herself. She is VERY VERY active she just goes till she crashes. She has NEVER been a crier from the day we brought her home. She is rough and tough, she doesnt cry unless she is really hurt!! She is always got a smile on her face and has surely brighten our family up!! We are cherishing every minute we have with her and are excited for the MANY years to come with her.